Now if you are a Nuclear Scientist...hmm.... it is very easy for you to control or to understand chain reactions…
You know…if not enough atoms get excited…means…the reaction died…it does not work the way you wanted it…
....while if too many atoms get excited means…RUN…it’s the radiation leak…the reaction is out of control…it will blow the whole building…run…run…save yourself…or your honey…or darling…or a dog…or a cat…at least that’s what they usually show in movies…yah…
But I am not worried about the chain reactions at all as I am not the one working on them or even don’t know anyone working with them…so no worries…
hmm...what I am worried about is the nervous reaction…of course my own nervous reaction and the most unhappy part is that I am the only one knows my own nervous reactions.
I am the only one who will bear the consequences in time of its being out of control since my nervous reactions can’t blow the whole building…I wish it could….or it can’t even scare a cat or dog…or anyone around me...people hardly know what's going on inside my head.
It’s only me…myself…I…who knows that inside my head my nervous reaction is getting out of my hands…
Lets say…
In a party....hmm...Person no. 1: …ohh…you have left your husband home again…?
Person no. 2: …ohh…you left your job…again?
Person no. 3:…why don’t you go abroad…?
Then 10th one…why not studies again?
Then 20th one…why not children…?
Then there are too many to handle…and suddenly I wanted to shout… RUN…Save yourself.….nervous reaction is out of control now.
I guess shouting "RADIATION LEAK!" wouldn't help...or would it?
You know…if not enough atoms get excited…means…the reaction died…it does not work the way you wanted it…
....while if too many atoms get excited means…RUN…it’s the radiation leak…the reaction is out of control…it will blow the whole building…run…run…save yourself…or your honey…or darling…or a dog…or a cat…at least that’s what they usually show in movies…yah…
But I am not worried about the chain reactions at all as I am not the one working on them or even don’t know anyone working with them…so no worries…
hmm...what I am worried about is the nervous reaction…of course my own nervous reaction and the most unhappy part is that I am the only one knows my own nervous reactions.
I am the only one who will bear the consequences in time of its being out of control since my nervous reactions can’t blow the whole building…I wish it could….or it can’t even scare a cat or dog…or anyone around me...people hardly know what's going on inside my head.
It’s only me…myself…I…who knows that inside my head my nervous reaction is getting out of my hands…
Lets say…
In a party....hmm...Person no. 1: …ohh…you have left your husband home again…?
Person no. 2: …ohh…you left your job…again?
Person no. 3:…why don’t you go abroad…?
Then 10th one…why not studies again?
Then 20th one…why not children…?
Then there are too many to handle…and suddenly I wanted to shout… RUN…Save yourself.….nervous reaction is out of control now.
I guess shouting "RADIATION LEAK!" wouldn't help...or would it?
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